14 June, 2016

Must Keep Fighting

Recently I've been trying to come through a serious bout of depression, if you couldn't tell. It's been akin to surviving in my own private hell.

I'm happy to report that I'm feeling a bit better, as ideas and concepts begin to become laid out. I have an uphill battle ahead of me, and while it is still painful to push on, at least I know what needs to be done.

I can't roll over and accept my fate to be sealed by a beurocratic organization. I have to stand up, support systems beside me, and show the world who it is that I am.

Even though today has been severely tough, and I've been sleeping more than being awake, I know I have to fucking try.

I have sixty days to appeal their decision, and I'll be damned if I'm going to give it all up out of fear of losing. I can't. Because if I don't try, I lose by default. This is one fight I can't afford to lose.