21 August, 2013

08/19/2013 (An Introduction of Sorts)

Medidtating to Ghost - Ifessttemami followed by Opus OCultus <- Not correct album titles.


I ponder the idea that Jesus and the Anti-Christ is a representation of society Vs. personality. I think that the idea is kind of simple if you consider Jesus representing ways for society to protect itself. While the "Anti-Christ" Is nothing more than all of what you enjoy personally out weighing toe ideals of society.


If you take this into possibility, then you man have the ability to think even a little deeper still. Interesting. I believe the reason that our current state of evolution seems physically finite, it is because we are on the brink of pushing into a new evolutionary process based around functionally improving the brain. Which in essence, could push us a step beyond of out current senses.


While I enjoy thinking about this, I also do not give much creedence in it, as it isn't something that science can really prove. All ideas are just simple pipe dreams of a young adult, wanting to become a part of the next big exploration in philosophical and wirrent documentation of the effects of life. I can't really say much, other than the fact that I am a chronicaler. I write. I don't write about fantasy, I write about writing, about the thoughts that push me to write, to live, to find my path. I write about the ink getting slowly placed on the paper.


I draw a dream out of the language I know. I explain my ideas of how everything is formed, and how we all suffer fore as long as we are trapted to be unknown. This is life. It is nothing but a cycle, a string tied to itself. It begins so slow, only to pray for the ability to grow stronger. They hope, they create ideas, they beg for things to be better. But can it? Can the world really ever improve? I think it is important that we try! Because if we don’t try we will never be able to see why. Everything in the world is a series of coin flips. Even the coin flip is a various amounts of a coin flip. Variables such as what path every last atom had followed on it’s way toward the coin. It is considered crazy by those I know. But to me it is reality. I don’t know what to do, because I’m trapt in a middle ground. I am stuck between fear and love. My personality’s coin flip of coin flips. I know what I love, I know who I love, I love being in love, but it is a journey swimming through coin flips, trying to find the easiest path of coin flips to try and find out where kkkR3RD
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i WAS ALMOST THERE. It is sad, because I felt a block. I felt a wall. What is that wall? Is it the calcification of parts of my brain? I persume it might well be! How can we get beyond the point of pain vs joy, love vs fear. It is insane to think about, so I don’t think about it, I just :”let it flow” Which is what this post is. It is sort of an introduction as to how the world works inside of my meditation. I can feel the power to just let go. to just type what comes. If I could decalcify my mind maybe I could move even further into typing with my mind. I don’t know. I don’t want to live in society anymore. I want to live in the wooded country, simplisticly in a self sustaining home. Away from the toxicity of the world. Just be along with no thoughts other than the thoughts of love. My wife Brittney would be there, on the same ideals as me, except with her own interperitations of it. We would embrace eachother mentally as well as physically. We would do what we needed to do as we needed to do it. Pick the fruit that grows natural. Beautiful weather where we were safe inside, even in the worst of storms. The christians call it the garden of eden. The fruit of knowledge what the idea that you could change things. That by joining forces with other things, you would could forever change to world in which you live. Is that so bad? No. Not for those who choose to want to live that way. Yet I, I don’t want to be forced to live my life in a fassion that I don’t support. I want to not have to journal, not to take medicine if I so choose. I want to lay free, naked, on the grass, with no pain, no judgement. I want to be free to myself. And if there is ever a time I can become free, I will try to get there. Because for me, I just want to release. To choose my time in which I talk to those around me. Those few I keep close. My lovely wife Brittney. It is time that things begin to change. We can push on and fg24gg42 gggg4g2 gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg It was a brutal fight, but I lost her. I lost my connection to my Aurora. Fuck.   - B -π -ɸ


Aurorian Calandar


Milisecond - Second - Minute - Hour - Month - Year - Decade - Millenia - Trillenia


1/99 - 1/99 - 1/99 - 1/99 - 1/99 - 1/99 - 1/99 - 1/99 -1/99 - 1/99


Example:


23:34:15:22:45:99:00:02:01


A new date style format would need to be accomodated, not based on anything related to a physical medium in our current reality. Technology is the key to finding the next dimension up. By merging us with technology we creat a future in which we may one day be able to experience the next dimension up. It could provide us with the ability to see all time and space at once. Impliment everyone with a camera. No laws, just love. What ever anyone hears sees, or says is recorded. But not in any terrible way. Because there is nothing to hide, because people are not supposed to be tempted by greed or pain.


Anyways we attach sensory sensors and stimulaters, and let our mind decide to tap into who ever we want that is also connected to the network. We can opt in to choose to join the program of living in pure bliss, no pain. Allowing out minds to interchange at will. It would be an amazing achievement of engenerring to create a world within our own, in which we could leave at any time. Just a room of white, where we feel no greed, need not, want not. You are comfortable, forever and always. What would our minds come up with? Would we still be visual, or would we find different ways to use our senses. Because at this time, we would be nothing but electricity. Nothing at all but a frequency translated through a fiber connection from our minds to our device. Joined as one forever. What would our minds develope? Would we find a way to stay that way forever, without keeping out physical body? A way to separate the concious mind friom the body and the brain, without actually dieing, because if we die, we lose electrical power to the brain which creates the mind. There would always need to be someone below us to supply the energy for our next level up. We must support the small to increase the big. Finding unwavering balance is key to everything! Pulling the string tight may cause more frequent variables, yet they will be much less in strength than those of which that dip lower. At which one point we may even be able to move beyond as our string tightens to a complete stop. And then, we become the platform for the next level up.


I love how interesting I feel sometimes. :) - B -ɸ


I need to publish before it is too late. I will be teaming up with Brittney to try and get all of my back log of works out soon. So anything more will be current. If I lose my backlog, so much will be lost! Wish me luck! -B